play a melody that everyone knows.

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

hmmm. chinese new year celebrations are coming to an end soon. i enjoyed the get together cos for me, i hardly get to meet my dad's side's relatives. it's good to see everyone again. =)

my eldest cousin was flipping through the old photo albums and i spotted my dad. he's so smart and cute last time lah. lol. he's near to zero fat. but now, i wonder what happened. and i spotted myself too. haha. those were the days.

it's been years since we take a big family photo so we decided to take it this year. whee!

the days went on with house visitings, ang bao takings, and duh, gambling. haha.

for the second day of chinese new year, i invited some ncos to come over and two of my classmates. my room's too small to house them. we managed to watch the whole of apbc, with lots of interruptions by few curious heads. it was hard to get my little rascals(cousins, i mean.) out of my room. all thanks to maplestory.

hmmm, those are the peeps.
my four nieces(from dad's side), aka si qian jin. they are very fun-loving lah.
this is also my niece, from mum's side. her sister was hiding somewhere. this girl ah, i bet when she grows up, there'll be lots of guys going gaga over her. her eyes are like, damn powerful. full electric charge.

hmmm, i've somewhat enjoyed this chinese new year. it makes me realise that relationship between family is damn damn important. i love my family many many.

today i gambled at my third aunt's(mama's side) house. man man, i won like more than 15 bucks lah. hahaha. that's so fun.

tomorrow i may be going to my eldest aunt's(papa's side) house. then i'll meet up with fern and shud. whee! i miss them lah. and damn it, fern's going off soon. so is shuyan. so is michael(-.-). can't take it.

results are coming out soon. next week right? shit. i'll get into one of the toilet cubicles and open the result slip and weep for the rest of the day. i'm pretty pessimistic about my results. boo.

le noir;
8:02 AM

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

i've taken two days off from work and that means i'm free tomorrow and on friday.

the company has given us each a 8 bucks angbao and something like a goodie bag with full of food.

can't wait for chinese new year lah. the atmosphere is coming up and i can feel it. =)

either i'm baking cookies tmr or on friday. i want to go shopping tomorrow leh. i haven't got all my stuff.

i'll be back at work on thu. haha long long break~

life's so dry and boring lah. i've no idea what to blog.

le noir;
11:27 PM

Sunday, January 22, 2006

i've been shopping and eating a lot since yesterday till today.

now, i'm feeling kind of weird up there. headaches are killing me.

wooo, 7 days to chinese new year.

i'm thinking of doing ot for three days next week and take two days off. shall see.

i kind of miss everyone lah. it's been ages since i last saw anyone. today, i bump into quite a number of people. people like, weiliang, jieh her, alex, some riversidians and a few more others. aye aye.

i enjoyed yesterday. cos i met up with shud and fern. shud's damn lucky lah i tell you. lunch was darn nice. then, we walked around. ended up in chinatown but atmosphere was spoilt by the rain. neo wasn't selling. so kind of disappointed. then, shud and fern went off. then came jiayi and loyi. we continued to walk around chinatown. actually it's not a bad place. just that it's darn crowded lor. we waited for yeelu to join us after her work. and yeah, had a lot of fun. we ate a lot of stuffs and shopped for chinese new year goods. got home at 12am. surprisingly, mum didn't nag at all.

so the whole cycle's going to go on again.

*yawn*

le noir;
7:02 PM

Thursday, January 19, 2006

today is thursday. haha so damn nice. tomorrow is friday. and the day after tomorrow is saturday!

work's been quite alright. just that some instructions were haywire and we couldn't make out what the engineers wanted to tell us. OT was fun today. we were pretty slacky there. chatting, walking around, buying drinks... haha. fun fun.

i can't wait for saturday to come. going to sp open house. they are offering tourism course eh. if that's the case, i'd rather go sp since it's nearer and more established. then, i'll meet up with shud and fern. man lah, i'm so so so so happy for shud. i can't wait to hear more of her stories on sat. then, we're most likely going to roam around singapore. =)

sunday's going to be cool too. whole family's going to get chinese new year goods. i like the feeling when whole family gets down together. that's why i look forward to chinese new year every year.

then one more week of work and tada! chinese new year!!!

i still haven't get my shoes, bag and accessories.

hmmm, is ipod mini better than creative zen micro? anyone can tell me more about both?

le noir;
10:45 PM

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

i hate males who try very very hard to be nice. he's a coward/freak/asshole/despo/whatever-u-call-someone-who's-a-bastard.

let me make this clear. if u want me to be your friend, i don't mind. but bastard, please remember, i ain't any other little girls you find on the street. i will not fall into your dumb and idiotic traps.

plus, i don't really know you at all.

go on, bang the wall and die.

second male species to prove the very bad of virgo boys.

boo.

le noir;
6:23 AM

Sunday, January 15, 2006

hmmm, it's been a long time since i last updated.

com's down. plus, i'm always dead tired when i reach home.

work's been quite alright. hmm, i've got great company at my department. just that my eyes will get tired and my vision will be blurred after a long while.

today, i finally met up with my fellow classmates, bandmates and buddies. aiya, i miss rss a lot. though there's a new principal, new teachers, i still miss school. i miss my four years there. i miss crapping moments with my buddies.

the intake was a bit pathetic. it's pretty hard to convince how they will love band in the future. i'm pretty sure they're going to miss out some good stuff if they don't join.

bb's performance was a bit new. they start to perform their bagpipe skills. but fancy drill's still the same. i don't understand why people are screaming for four consecutive years over the same old stuff.

hmm, chatted with shud, fern and bryan at mac. it's a pity that the rest didn't join us. after that, shopped with jiayi and yeelu at bugis. i had fun hanging out with them. and we chatted non-stop throughout the night. we talked about almost everything. haha. i miss this kind of long chats.

we walked through bugis village. and i bought a lot of earrings and studs. got a pants too. we went to sakae for dinner(supper? no idea). we had a good long chat there and man, three of us are so loud that some people actually turned and stared. i'm used to it lah. haha.

i got home at around 12am. and i'm so happy my brothers got a new cpu. haha. so here i am, blogging happily again.

sometimes, you just can't stop yourself from believing in horoscope. i still do believe most of the time.

i miss everyone. we all must meet up soon k? be it band peeps, nco peeps, buddies, anyone, we must meet up!!!

le noir;
12:48 AM

Friday, January 06, 2006

i pray that my com will not decide to black out anytime when i'm blogging.

anyway, regarding my previous entry, by saying "things" i meant other stuff, not ghosts ah... haha.

i'ev started working since yesterday. hmm some data transfer. it's pretty easy after you know how it goes. people there are nice. very funny at times. i don't mind working for another month or so.

there's window messenger there. BUT, no internet connection. man, what's the use then? yikun best lah. when he finishes his work, he surfs the net!!! i want that too.

saturday tmr and i'm going to work halfday.

all this while i'm thinking, what i shall get for myself after the first pay comes. new mp3? i want to get a ipod nano. my current mp3 is dead. no more batt. something's wrong with the usb cable i think. no matter how long i charge it, it still says it's low batt. PSP? haha. i want that too. i can play games anywhere. yes, and shopping.

going to meet up shud tmr. fern i don't know. aiya miss them heaps. it's been more than a week since i last saw them. even though shud lives less than 1 km away from my house, i don't even get to see her that often cos she's stuck in ij and wandering around the school. hahaha!

i think i'm a coward. cos i don't even dare to play fatal frame in the morning. haha. really. no one's around too. i only played the first stage and i'm freaking out already. i prefer to watch my brothers play.

i borrowed back bass clarinet. =) haha i'm so so so happy because it has been freaking long since i last practised. i sounded so horrible. reed's dying too.

hmmm, i miss a lot of people, you know. my classmates, bandmates, nco mates, schoolmates. i miss mdm matthews too. haha. i miss her sarcasms. i bet my fellow graduated bandmates agree with me about that. oh ya, their new band tee is coming up. i ordered already. i hope it looks real nice.

aye aye, i better get some sleep. *yawn*.

le noir;
10:49 PM

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

okay. 7.49am just now, i saw things.

i shall remain silent about it.

inhale and exhale, libing.

le noir;
8:51 AM

Monday, January 02, 2006

today seems like the last day that ncos are meeting up before school starts.

as i was walking to the mrt station from my house, there was another family behind me. then, this little boy ran past me. a car drove pass me and it stopped suddenly. this old faggot and family stared at me like i have killed their cats. and they started to yak at me, "eh! look after you son lah! how can cross the road like that!!!!!???". the tone was very very not pleasant. i glared at them for a few seconds and went off. i should have shouted at them lah. they freaking insulted me. DO I LOOK THAT FUCKING OLD!!?? and it was damn rude lah. at least, ask me whether i'm related to that boy. not reprimand me for no good reasonable reasons. RUDE SINGAPOREANS!

i went off to city hall to meet the rest. meet up with mel, ben fang and stuart first. we had lunch at marina square's ljs. then, fad and zat and another guy came. we then watched family stone together. the movie's okay lah.

went to candy empire with mel and got myself some candies. the candies there are nice. i shall visit them soon. then, went back to arcade+pool place. hang out till late afternoon. walked around. and the rest had their dinner. bitching, gossiping, random talks. am sure going to miss those.

fangling just called me and asked me to be her replacement for her job. well, since i'm like so so so free, i think i'll go and try out. pay's a bit little but it's better than nothing.

to those who are going back to school/going for first 3 months, enjoy yourself! have fun in school.

le noir;
9:09 PM

Rules: Bold the following that are true about you, italicize things you wish were true and then add one true thing about you.

I miss somebody right now. (i miss a lot of people now!)
I don't watch much TV these days.
I love olives.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses. (used to.)
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones. (tooth counted?)
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain. (sometimes)
I'm paranoid at times.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (nose job!)
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair / fingernails / eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way that I look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months. (haha. white lies!)
I know how to cornrow.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings. (used to)
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
Slept with a suitemate.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in (a) God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I currently like someone.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message. (used to.)
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol or drugs before. (alcohol, yes. illegal drugs, no.)
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I have avoided assignments at work / school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I watch soap operas whenever I can.
I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I like surveys / memes.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
Democrat.
Conservative Republican
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
I believe in prophetic dreams.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient on a musical instrument. (not proficient. but able to play)
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I am adopted.
I like sausage.
I am a pyro.
I love the Red Sox.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I love Dear Abby.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I think school is awesome.
I think pigtails serve a purpose.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I don't like multi-textured ice cream.
I think John Cusack is adorable.
I love coaching youth sports.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I would not be friends if they weren't family.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I love vaginas.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know who Santos L. Halper is.
I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.
I love wrestling.
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
I'm an artist.
I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made.
I have an unhealthy Taco Bell obsession.
I have had a crush on a cartoon character when I was a kid.
I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products.
I clean my room when necessary.

Another ture thing about me : I smell towels to sleep.

le noir;
11:39 AM

Sunday, January 01, 2006

You are 93% Sagittarius

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

le noir;
1:43 PM

happy happy new year to everyone!

that's kind of fast. 2006 already.

my new year's eve wasn't really fantastic. not at all fantastic. i thought everyone would be at home, so i stayed at home. but... when it's dark outside, my brothers went out. damn! and com's down. that's worse. i fell asleep while watching hollow man.

and i can't msg my new year msgs at 12 cos there's some jam. so when i woke up at 5 plus, i did my msging. and i was kind of surprised some still replied. mr neo and val. haha.

eh, anyone free tmr? i feel like watching wallace and gromit! i feel like having gatherings. aye aye. most of my friends will be busy when school reopens. i think it's time for me to work. BUT, i don't want.

whole family(excluding me) is painting the master bedroom. last room.

right right. happy new year everyone!

le noir;
1:20 PM