hi.

how have you been these days?

oh good to hear that. me? ah, it's all about work work and work. shopping with the girls. catching up with old friends. aimless walks. random snaps. the usual things.


my hair? they have all decided to run away from my scalp overnight. hahaha nah. went to snip it off yesterday with tong. wanted a bob. BUT, didnt get it. i don't know why. but it reminds me of that screwed hair i cut in sec three.

and why are you here at the airport?


ah i see. oh, actually i'm here to send my friend off. oh you know here right? tong, remember?

yeah, she's off to find her mum. bet she's super happy about it cos she managed to get windows seats and she's got a little girl and the girl's mum to accompany her throughout the journey. i really hope she's going to enjoy her mum's company and of course, the neverending shopping opportunities.

i will miss her. but, ah, she's going to be back in around a week's time. so yeah. no worries.

after that? oh i met up with the ultra blur bimbo.

oh! you got it. it's cha. haha. shopping, again. nah. this time round not a long long shopping trip. just a slightly faster one. after lunch, she rushed off to work. and i went to sightsee on my own.

come on, don't laugh.

oh. you need to go off already? hmmm. right right. so i shall see you soon. remember to text me soon. and oh, have a safe journey. bye.

le noir;
7:28 PM

heehee. i'm still excited about my holga. it's going to be here supposedly by the end of next week or the start of next next week. WHEEEEEEEEE!

and and and. macbook is arriving this sat. double whee! i'm so going to kope from my bro.

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work has been, duh, boring. yuting and gloria went off for a week and i'm all alone in that freezing office.

and for the first time in my life, i use paint programme for straight 8 hours everyday.

that

is

so

boring.

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and awww, hady's the singapore idol.

come on, he's got like 70+% votes. and my man man jon, he's got like 20+%? thank goodness i didn't vote. if not waste my 30 cents.

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i don't know why but people have been taking things/other people for granted.

people don't just pop by your life like this *snaps fingers*. they are there for a reason i suppose. either for friendship sake or partnership sake, i don't know. you got to find that reason out.

i know, everyone's got their own principles to uphold. but sometimes, you got to throw your principles aside and think about the person right in front of you. this person has got feelings too. what would you rather do, hold on to your principles tightly as if it's the most valuable thing in the world or hurt that person inside out?

the best way to decide is to put yourself in that person's shoes. yes yes, i hear you saying cliche. but that's the fact lah.

bah. oh well. nevermind.

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this is the last week of september. oh no.

le noir;
7:02 PM

Saturday, September 23, 2006

the girls.

shopping with them, or rather cha, is always crazy, brain-cells draining and duh, tiring. hahahhaa. but oh well. at least she got something. if not i will screw her upside down.

nonetheless, it was fun.


MEL!!!

oh
my
goodness.

i miss this girl. i miss listening to her. and all those walking and talking we do all the time from one place to another. hahaha. i miss you lah girl.

meanwhile, you study hard. do the things you do. heck the people obstructing your way. i know you know yourself. so yeah. skip school! HAHAHHAHA.

and it was a night of "discovery". hahahaha. shame on you, plagiariser.

i love you all.

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AND AND AND AND AND AND

i have ordered my holga and adaptor from an online dealer. shall transfer the cash later.

no worries people. safe safe. her reviews have been positive.

whee. in around a week's time, i'll be snapping away.

man. i'm on the 10th cloud. HAHAH!

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man. did someone put time on accelerator or something?

september's ending man. then i cannot sing september anymore.

october is like the month of giving before christmas. damn many people having birthday that month. hur. and some even same day. i can see a hole in my ass pocket.

nevermind. december december!
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my mama is the superwoman of the superwomen.

she's constantly upgrading her skills you see. first, she can finish a (draggy) korean drama within two days the most. then, she mastered the skill of rewatching the drama up to 5 times.

now, she can watched two serial dramas at the same time.

how? she on the tv in her room and the tv in the livingroom. then, she sat at a place where she could view both tvs. and tadah! she did it!

i love my mama.

le noir;
10:44 AM

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

it was ben fang's birthday on sunday.

fake toilet trips and diarrheoa just to get the card and cake done. super funny.

fish&co staff are nice nice nice. managed to have a full attention getter to tell everyone it's his birthday. i've got the vid. but i'm lazy to post it onto youtube.

random chats and their conspiracy. man. mel, you better stop. aiyo.

nice to see everyone again though.

pics are at mel's blog. cos all the pics that i've got are so blur. (think stuart. hahaha).

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was chatting with tong ytd. and i realise how much i want to get my fat ass back to school once again, especially after working and seeing part of the real world.

life at work is so routined. sitting down there, staring at the 12-inch screen and making good friends with microsoft excel have already bored the hell out of me. no more long tea breaks cos the few of us seriously went off for too long. and that makes working hours even longer.

worse still if my ipod and phone die on me, all at the same time. i just feel like floating back home. yikes.

and so here i am, taking a good break today. HAHAHA.

okay, fine. u caught me there. just want to laze around lah.

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and im going to meet up with melly mel mel on friday! cool cool. can't wait to see her lah. been ages since we've hung out. like april right? gosh gosh, i want to see you!

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i want to get holga and go around shooting the things that people nowadays have missed and eliminated along their way for academic and career success.

simplicity already means nothing to many. but it's like a precious stone. if you lose it, you lose it. someone else will just pick it up and put it into good use. getting a new one costs - either your family, friends or maybe even your life.

there are way too much noises out there. too much disturbances. and when there's silence, no one's there to appreciate and treasure it.

i want to be one of the few who treasures silence and simplicity.

thank you.

le noir;
9:48 AM

Saturday, September 16, 2006

she ordered a cup of cafe latte and she sat down at the table right opposite me.

i don't know why but she looked unexplainably down in the dumps.

i tried to continue reading my book. i couldn't help but keep looking at her.

she took this little notebook with patterns of multi-coloured circles out from her black leather handbag. she stared blankly at the contents. her eyelids went loose and her eyes were closed for a moment. i thought i will see tears tumbling down her cheeks. but nothing happened.

she opened her eyes.

i took many glances to check whether she was alright.

she was alright.

then, she took more things out from her bag - maps, street directory and her phone.

damn.

she just couldn't find her way lah.

i thought i can watch some drama. OH WELL.

le noir;
1:08 AM

Thursday, September 14, 2006

maybe it's in my blood. maybe it's already a habit. maybe it's fate. maybe it's all coincidence.

but after all, no matter what, once a musician, always a musician.

cliched it may sound, but it speaks the truth.

an hour of self-practice at home today makes me realise how much memories i have with all the different pieces i have in that super thick black secondary school band file.

pieces that i have played and cried at the same time.
pieces that i have sung with joy with bimbo fern and shud and many others.
pieces that i have combined together to form a remix.
pieces that i have earned glory with the rest of the band mates.

so many so many of them.

difficulty of the pieces doesn't matter anymore. or should i say it didn't matter from the start?

one band one sound.
- drumline.

i want ALUMNI BAND!!!
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many thoughts have run through my mind these days.

i don't even know where to begin. it was all random thoughts.

school.
family.
friends.
relationships.
self.

hmmm nah. not going to talk about them.

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i use my eyes to smell.
i use my nose to taste.
i use my ears to see.
i use my skin to listen.
i use my tongue to feel.

le noir;
9:51 PM

Sunday, September 10, 2006

I MISS YOU, BIMBO YEOSHAYFERN!









BYEBYE!

anyway, lucks for ur papers tmr till thu. you can do it. fret not, k?

le noir;
7:55 PM

getting my ass back to sembwang cc for practice is definitely worth praising.

it's been ages since i last played with a band till my lips went numb for several hours. and good music never fails to make my hair stand.

run, fingers, run!

finally, something to keep me occupied.

damn i love band.

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dinner with huihui was good. don't you just love miss clarity? hahaha. come back soon k? november!!! :)

p.s. hahahahahahaha. cookies for christmas, i promise. i'm serious k? but cheesecake, forget it lah hor. hee.


chilling out with cha was nehnehpokly good too. it's been quite some time since we last sat down and just talk. more more more soon!

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everyone is craving for changes in his or her life. be it major or minor, physically or mentally, everyone wants to lead their lives differently.

me? why not? a change would be good.

but some things just can't be changed.

the way you treat people.
the way you go about making friends, sincerely.
the way you live by your own principles.
the way you keep your promises to the people around you and to yourself.
the way you feel for people and situations.

some things just can't be changed.

nevertheless, having a change is exciting. as in revamping your personal look and style. clearing your wardrobe and stocking up new season of outfits. making sure your room looks neater than before. spending more time with your loved ones. caring more to those who need your concern. reciprocating what others give you.

that's how it should go about.

don't follow blindly just because everyone else is doing it. like how the "art" of wearing leggings has been followed by many. *shakes head*.

le noir;
12:41 AM

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

i could have rotted my day away ytd.

but i decided not to.

so i called badbrain out. i brought her to tea party.


she loves the place. yes yes she does.

something was calling me to get down to ikea. so i got her to go down with me. and man, i just realise i havent been there since the start of the year. gosh.


hahaha. it wasn't planned. everything was yellow.

daydreams. plans. wishes. wants. needs. all at ikea.



i love the girl.

i know she loves me too. HAHAHAHAHA!

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i was back at my old workplace today. it was good to be back. seeing min, my ex in-charge, and the super ultra lame uncles who crack jokes that i wont laugh at makes me feel back at home. hahaha. after all i spent three months there, helping them sort out things that i doubt can be sorted out within a century. so yeah.

and thank god yuting was there. she brought two more friends in. good good. we brought back some life for the company.

i was listening to my playlist today at work. then this a cappella song started to play.

and i thought it was super sexy. gosh. the bass is like... mamafucking hot. hahahahahhaha.

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i want to go around, snapping random pictures, watching all sorts of people doing weird things, chilling out, listening to the silence of the streets, enjoying the cool night breeze...

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when will that day come?

le noir;
9:34 PM

Sunday, September 03, 2006

my life is this boring.

blogging away from ishop.

damn. super no-life.

working on sunday is bloody pathetic.

OHOHOHOH! maybe bro's getting a macbook. HAHAHAHAHA. i am so going to kope.

damn. im bored. anyone in town this evening please come cine find me. 3rd floor. =)

BYE to my full-of-life folks.

le noir;
1:12 PM

PROFILE.

Libing
16 going on 17
21.12.89
Ex-riversidian
Ngee Ann Poly
MCM
Bass clarinetist

Wishlist.

- Holga 120SF
- Nice Caption Tees
- Big glam pumps
- Leather watch
- New big tote
- New birks

TAGBOARD.