<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/15820226?origin\x3dhttp://nincompoops-pulchritude.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
Friday, April 07, 2006


first it was my mp3 player that was found spoilt this morning.

second was the oc thing.

i sense omen.

----------------------------------------

i felt like i've been long forgotten by people. like my presence doesn't count anymore. like i'm no longer worthy. like i'm of no good use anymore.

i can't do anything. i'm just trapped in my own emotional circle. i go round and round and round, and there's no way i could stop myself. it's just like stabbing on a wound repeatedly. it just gets worse and worse.

occasionally, i was out of the circle. but no matter what, i'm still so close to the entrance of the circle. sometimes, without myself knowing, i'm sucked back into the circle again. and the whole cycle keeps repeating.

i want to feel worthy to someone. anyone. i don't feel worthy at home. sometimes i don't feel worthy when i'm with my friends. i feel like anytime i'll just disappear and no one will realise my absense.

hai. nevermind me. i just need to sleep.

le noir;
7:12 PM

PROFILE.

Libing
16 going on 17
21.12.89
Ex-riversidian
Ngee Ann Poly
MCM
Bass clarinetist

Wishlist.

- Holga 120SF
- Nice Caption Tees
- Big glam pumps
- Leather watch
- New big tote
- New birks


TAGBOARD.



ARCHIVES.

August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006

LINKS.

30th NCO Forum
MCM T108

Aizat
Alan
Baton
BryanBoy
Charissa
Cheryl
Clement
Cristabel
Daphne
Evans
Fadhli
Huihui
Jannah
Jaryl
Jiexin
Joe
Joshua
Juliana
Justin
Kennysia
Kristen
Mel-junior
Mel-nco
Michelle
Mitchell
Nicole
Pris
Regina
Reina
Rohai
RSSW
Sandy
Sarah
Shayfern
Shirley
Shuduan
Shuyan
Siying
Starshea
Susu
Tong
Tyler
Valerie
Xiaxue
Xinhui
Yanhong
Yaofeng
Yeejie
Yeelu
Yiangshan
Yongting
Yuting
Zakiah

prom`05
chillout with mel
30th nco chalet
beautiful sunday
bowling outing
christmas eve @ hiding place
SWO Concert`05

Shuyan+Mike's day off to Aus
Fern's day off to Aus
Friday bowl
NYDC + Towning
Meetup with buddies+MUSE


CREDITS:
picture
designer
font