for the very first time in the whole of my almost 17 years of living, i felt the greatest humiliation and discrimination today.
sensitive is my middle name, if you don't already know.
it was a bad omen when i first stepped in there. i always know sales isn't my thing. plus, certain people are so hardcore for sales so i decide to take a step back and allow them to move on.
that wasn't the point, really.
you know, the latest schedule just came in and goodness gracious me, i'm free from work for near to the whole week.
i should be glad though.
but, isn't that obvious? they're not going to use me anymore. and now, i felt like i've been used, like a sanitary pad. i'm soiled and i'm going to be disposed.
people always tell me how superficial this world is. i agree with that. but i've never thought it would come to me this harshly. it's a in-your-face kind of shit.
because you've got a better looking face, people approach you more often. you stand a higher chance of staying in the company and in the authorities' good books.
i'm not blaming the better looking people here. i'm just wondering why people still do not understand the importance of looking at a person from every aspect.
nevermind. i can close one eye. some things are better left unsaid.
but do you know how affected i am currently? i really have not felt so used in the whole of my life before.
thanks for discriminating and please do not come back again.
le noir;
8:47 AM
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