imagine a child, whose mum just bought the candy he wanted so so so badly, walking out of the supermarket. he was opening the wrapper and PIAK, the candy dropped on the floor.
how would he feel?
disappointed. i bet.
so am i now. but worse than the kid.
i was so happily going to rss' opening ceremony. and i waited a while for the invitation card to be passed to me. i got in. then, it came to the registration part. it was too last minute that they forbid me from joining the rest of the guests. i was turned down on the spot.
can you feel how i felt? i felt so rejected. do they really have to be that strict about it? i've got the card. and i am there. addition of an extra seat will not kill anyone, not even the weakest.
and to think that a teacher remembered your name wrongly while he was asking you off. i do not think that is ever nice.
i felt so down. i never like the idea of being turned down. especially when i am already there. i have no idea why but i kept tearing. i am very hurt by their actions.
i may sound very dramatic. but i really HATE being rejected in any way.
and i have no idea why all-american rejects' straitjacket feeling was being played repeatedly in my head. aye.
i need a sleep.
le noir;
6:14 PM
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